The Cold Comfort of the In-Between

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Tue, 26 Feb 2008 15:59:31 GMT

Everybody loves spam when it's 1) served with eggs and rice, or 2) served with a lovely side of hawt boyz.

From Super Junior's Kiss The Radio on Feb. 26, 2008
(...uh, that would be today)

I <3 it when they lip-sync ;P

TEIIIII~~~~ *hugz*

I wonder if this will become a weekly thing ;D

It works!

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 13:46:32 GMT

This is when you know you love Super Junior too much.

This entry is pointless. I hope you don't read it.

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 04:01:49 GMT

I can't believe I spent 10 minutes pulling my hair out because I forgot how to insert a line break in Microsoft Word. Like, srsly. WTF, Alyssa? W... T... F... And I'm not talking about page breaks or section breaks, alright? Smart-asses. >_>

I can't believe all I had to do is type 3 hypens "---" and press 'Enter' and it inserted a line. How could I forget that?!

Anyway, I'm bored. And there's nothing to do in my house right now (omfg it's almost 11pm -_-;;...)

And if you haven't watched Unbelievable Outing EP. 6 with Super Junior... OMG. WATCH EEET. Donghae's expressions in it is just *love* and Eunhyuk falling on his ass multiple times during the show is *~~sadistic~~ love* lol.

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 04:21:22 GMT

~~2012? Fuck. So... that gives me... 5 more Hollywood Bowls to go to? Hahaha xD~~ omgz I fail. I filled in "19" as my favorite number, I thought it was asking for my age (I didn't read it. So sue me). Anyway... yayz! I got more time to live~~~ lol.

And I'm not even going to count how many HBs that is. But I'll be 61-ish? That's not bad. I heard life sucks after you're 60 anyway haha.

Holy shit...

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 18:33:33 GMT

I found the Korean version of Junno... and he goes by the name Ajoo.

OMG.

Edit: And uh... happy birthday to Changmin yesterday ^^;;

First meme!

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 23:10:24 GMT

Stole this off feyana while randomly browsing journals :D

meme RULES:

1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first article title on the page is the name of your band.

2. http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four words of the very last quote is the title of your album.

3. http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.
You then take the pic and add your band name and the album title to it, then post your pic.

I know... like wtf O_O

It's fun! ^^ If any of you try it lemme know because I wanna see what you get xD

GAWD. Save meh.

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 16:46:42 GMT

Fangirling is bad. It's a horrible, horrible thing. I think it's even more addicting than... well... something REALLY addicting.

OK. So, I don't know why I'm updating right now because I should be eating breakfast. I woke up at like 8am... WTF... today's my day off, yo.

And I don't have any of my Asian music in my house (it's in my car in the garage which is shitface cold right now), so I've been listening to SLOW JAMS v__v omg. I hate slow jams. They make me sleepy...

Anyway, I know it's late, but Happy Valentine's Day! I'm obviously too lazy to do the alternating colored text today, so I'll just leave it at that ^^

Writer's Block: Last Night's Dreams

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 22:32:23 GMT

What did you dream about last night?

View other answers

I dreamed that I was in a movie, but it was actually real-life, it just seemed like a movie because shit like that doesn't happen.

Anyway, the Italian mafia somehow got it in their heads to rig results to something... and the Supreme Court was involved and they were on the Italian mafia's side but they didn't know it because they had an undercover bad guy as one of the SC people. And then that guy would go around killing witnesses that could prove that the mafia was behind everything. And I dreamed that he had lowered one of the bodies he had killed into this hole and he hung his body from a rope and the blood was dripping down the rope. OMG. That was the most graphic dream I've ever had -__-;; When I woke up, I literally had the chills.

I don't even know what made me have a dream like this. I was watching Super Junior videos on YouTube last night for god sakes!

Well, well, well...

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 17:47:25 GMT

It snowed today, but it wasn't bad. It was really easy driving in it since it didn't pile up. I was listening to Cake and jammin' :D That was fun. And then Super Junior's "Don't Don" came on and I started rockin' out to it. Like, if you've seen the video, that part where Hankyung sings and then he does those funny arm movements... yeah, I was doing that in my car.

And then Anyband came on and I was rapping to Tablo's part LOL. That was fun.

Oh, the joys of singing to one's self in the car.

「これは終りだ。サヨナラ。」

Of course.

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 05:02:12 GMT

I suddenly have the urge to not update at this journal anymore -__-;;

And I found a bunch of slowjams CDs from when I was in middle school. I finally found out what that f-ing song that I had been searching for a month or so ago was. It's R.L.'s "Good Man". I just wanted to watch the video again because it was so sad. And, well, you know me: always looking for a reason to cry.

Haha, but not really.

W... T... F...

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:05:41 GMT

I hate American music. I hate it so much. (Well, except rock music [and by rock I mean alternative stuff, none of that pop-punk whatever crap] and hip hop [but not the hip hop that plays in the clubs or that you see on TV with girls' asses hanging out everywhere]).

I am going to go on strike against Destiny... or Fate... or whoever f-ing made me get born in America. I should have been born in Korea or something.

Shit.

LMFAO @ "Hyukblo"
I am SO a fan of that.
Love, love, love.

I totally did NOT forget to put a title here... lies

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 03:08:58 GMT

Dude, it's so f-ing cold outside!!! I was freezing T_T and the wind was blowing like a motherf***er, too!!! UGH! I hate you, Wind. I hate you so much right now.

Anyway, you might ask what I was doing outside at... um... 10pm at night. Well, I just got back from watching a movie with my mom (I guess that would be mother-daughter bonding time? And you guys know I'm all for that... *cough*)

But it wasn't bad. In fact, it was pretty fun hanging out with my mom today.

We went to go see 27 Dresses in the theaters. I really liked Katherine Heigl's character in the movie. It was such a chick flick though... my mom really wanted to see it... and I went along with it since there wasn't really any other movie that I knew about. It was surprisingly good, but I just can't get past the "chick flick" part, since I'm more of an action/comedy type myself ;D

And uh... did I mention it was cold as f*** outside? Oh yes, I believe I've mentioned that already.

Well, that was really all I wanted to say. So long for now~

I feel the hunger.

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:07:00 GMT

Pumpkin bread is the shit (and I mean that in a good way).

On a different note... um...

Happy Birthday to Hankyung and Shiwon of Super Junior!!!!

Don't ask me how I know. I just do. And sorry for not making cool graphics like I did for Kyuhyun and Yunho ^^;; At least they get multi-colored lettering. Oh, oh... and Changmin's birthday is coming up, too! ^__^ I need to download that Hey Hey Hey show from last month...

And, no offense, but I really am not feeling that "Purple Line" song. Why did Jaejoong's beautiful voice change?!!!! DAMN YOU. Why did Yunho's rapping voice change?! DAMN YOU... AGAIN. And Micky's English ~~which has never been good~~ is like... WTF R U TALKING ABOUT? Hahaha, first time I heard him speaking I was laughing my face off xDDDDD

At least Changmin's hair is back to being sexy, thus resulting in Changmin's sexiness going up like... 1,000,000,000+ points LOL... ~~over-exaggerate much?~~ No, seriously, I remember talking about it with stealthealien when we were watching the Bonjour Paris DVD @ her house and he seriously, SERIOUSLY needed a change. Did they fire that hairstylist, I wonder? x3

Anyway, it seems my love for Super Junior is never ending. I don't really want them to split into yet another subgroup though. I heard that, if the rumors are true, Kyuhyun is going to be the leader for Super Junior - China (To the guys @ SM: can't you come up with a more... I don't know... CREATIVE name? gawd.) And although I'd be happy for him, I really, really don't want another subgroup. And they definitely DO NOT need a 14th member, just because I think it'd be way too many people. They would never stop adding onto their group. It'd be like an addiction. A member-add-on addiction. Those are never good. Although Henry is cool and all and I have nothing against the kid, NO MORE MEMBERS, PLZ!!!

I think this is the only time I'm actually going to be on those ~~psychotic~~ ~~crazy~~ ...um....loyal E.L.Fs sides.

We could be greater than E.L.F. gets shot

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 22:45:18 GMT

"Yes, we could become the Super Junior of internet usernames!"

Sorry, ignore that. I just giggle to myself whenever I see another person with a Super Junior member's name as their username. Take, for example, my Last.fm account: I use Kyuhyun's name because he's the baby and he's my favorite (or 2nd favorite... damn you Eunhyuk!)

Oh, and I am scrapping that 17 now 19-page fanfic I had been writing (seriously, 19 pages? Yes, seriously. 19 pages. Like wtf.) I might continue it just because I'd feel bad not to finish the story. But I guess this is why you're supposed to plan your storyline before you start writing blindly -__-;; heheheh, oops.

Anyway, I'm going to make the new one a high school drama with a side-serving of angst (sound familiar? haha). I'm pretty sure it's going to be Eunhyuk x Donghae still... Somehow the 19-page one I had been writing turned into a non-angst, non-drama high school comedy with some fluff LOL. And somehow I feel like it's going to end up in Eunhae love >__>;;

Must shy away from fangirly fics... but I... can't... help it...

Space labs! and a rant (ohno!)

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:31:19 GMT

Europe launched a $2 billion science lab, Columbus, into space via the Atlantis shuttle. Japan is going to be launching their much larger lab, Kibou (meaning 'Hope'), in March.

OMG. Why didn't I know things like this? I feel like I've been missing out.

I think it's times like these when people take advantage of what's going on around them. I mean, sure... now it may just seem like just a science lab (and who really knows about what they do in those labs?... and don't you dare go answering my question after searching the net on info about it to make me look like a dumbass).

If you think about it, in a few decades you never know what might happen. If they're launching science labs into space, maybe one day they'll actually have massive, fully-functional space stations that people, not just astronauts, could live in. You know, it'd be like Zenon... except a whole lot better and (I hope) without their hideous sense of fashion and just-as-horrible taste in music.

Speaking of music, the YouTube of today is like the birthplace for the assholes of tomorrow. If you don't like a band or artist, why do you torment yourself by watching their video(s) and then proceed to comment about how much you think they suck? Just keep it to your f-ing self. Like I always say, there's a difference between constructive criticism and just being a f-ing jackass. And if you don't think there's a difference, then you're a jackass.

And what is up with everyone's illiteracy on the net these days?! I admit that when I'm fangirling I tend to do a lot of this-- xDDDD --and this-- OMFGZ!!! --and some of this, too-- ughhhh -__-;; wtfffff --but come on! It's not half as bad as typn lyk dis n nawt evn spelln sentensez rite.

When I read that it takes me half a minute longer than it should take me to read one stupid-ass comment, only because I have to act like a f-ing decipherer and decrypt that shit.

Although I do like watching National Treasure, I don't need to feel like I'm part of the movie, OK?



Urrrrgh.

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 15:48:58 GMT

My stomach hurts -__-

And I realized that I've been downloading a completely different thing from what I wanted to download *facepalm* and my computer keeps restarting on me because I think I have a virus or something *facepalm #2*

So, right now I'm scanning my computer to see if it's alright *looks sympathetically over to her PC* And no, I'm not on it right now typing this, I'm using my laptop. Really, what would I do without 2 computers? ^^

Well... that's all.

I'm going to download some more stuff LOL

I'll ever learn... ^__^

Happy birthday, U-Know Yunho!

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 03:19:38 GMT

Uh, no......... I did not almost forget *lies*

~ 2/6/1986 ~

Happy birthday, Yunho!
Keep bringin' on the smex.

Edit: Why does my regular coke taste like a diet coke?

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 01:37:43 GMT

*pulls hair out* Why does my English grammar suck so badly even though it's my first language? And why do non-native English speakers have better grammar than me? WHY?!

I don't remember learning about the usage of semicolons and colons in English. Yes, after reading books and things you do catch on, but have you ever really sat down and read about how to use them? Because I just did that today.

Let me just say, if the site I looked at didn't give examples I think I would have gotten even more lost reading the description it provided. I need to read more books. I think my vocabulary fails horribly.

On a piracy note, I downloaded 51 of 52 episodes ~~(last episode won't download *curses clubbox to the depths of hell*)~~ of the Making of Super Adonis Camp, all for the Eunhae cuts xDDDD They're funny together. Donghae seems really abusive sometimes though haha.

Who's a good fangirl? I am.

All the links still work on the somewhat-really-old Super Junior clubbox. Their clubbox is gold so the links live on FOR-E-VAR. I've been downloading Super Adonis-related goodies from them for the past week LOL. I stopped downloading the actual show a year ago at episode 6-2 >__>;; why didn't I finish it?

I also didn't finish downloading Super Junior Full House, but there's a group subbing it now so I'll just download the subbed eppies from their clubbox when they're released.

And OMG! 17 pages? What...

insert fangirl squee

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 19:12:20 GMT

So, I somehow was able to write 2-3 pages of the fanfiction that I mentioned in the previous entry (it still has yet to be titled).

I made Eunhyuk a rich boy xDDDDDD omg... seriously, richboy!Eunhyuk = SUPAR WIN. Just picture Hyukkie looking like this throughout the story:

*nosebleed*

I have a weak spot for nicely dressed Asian guys in black LOL.

I haven't written ~~much~~ anything on his actual attire, but I will soon (fufufufu~) xD

The story has been kind of cliché so far... but I only did 3 pages of it on Word, and the first page could easily have been made up of pure description LOL. I'm going to cut down on the details when I get more into the story, but I need to lay the foundation so people will be able to get a feel of what each of the boys' lives are like on a day-to-day basis (I seriously felt like I was writing a book when I started it up though).

And the thunder and lightning was crazy last night!! There was one time it sounded like it hit the trees right next to our house, it was really loud o__o I feared for my life while I was trying my hardest to fall asleep. I was laying in bed and thinking of the worst possible scenarios one could face getting hit by lightning, which didn't help me to fall asleep AT ALL -___-;;

Stupid, paranoid me.

But I am going to try and work more on that story! Um... I'll title it later *procrastinates*

Decisions, decisions.

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 01:12:29 GMT

LOL. OK... I decided that I am not going to get that blog up at the new domain anymore. Although I will have some kind of writing thing on that domain, it won't be a blog (I mean, srsly... I have LJ for blogging. And you get to use spiffy userpics and spiffy mood themes. Spiffyness that WordPress, unfortunately, doesn't have). But I will put my writing up on that site, you know, to house all the stupid things that come out of my head once inspiration strikes, which doesn't happen... ever. I'm not good at writing or anything, I think you can tell by reading my blog, but I enjoy doing it nonetheless :)

I've also started writing my very own fanfiction centered around Eunhyuk and Donghae from Super Junior. Save your fangirl squeals for later, girls. I'm not making it a Eunhae fic (nothing NC-17 [hence, why I said to 'save your squeals']... or even R for that matter, save for my use of "strong language" and a bit of violence). Of course, none of this is concrete yet for the simple reason that I have not even written the first chapter let alone first page of the actual fanfic. I actually haven't even come up with a story yet, I was just brainstorming right before I went to sleep the night before last (I tend to lay awake for an hour or so before going to sleep thinking of random things).

Anyway, the title of the story is yet to be determined. Any ideas?

It'll pretty much be taking place at a high school, dealing with male adolescence (oh, high school boys...), family problems, fighting, and other fun stuff. So, it'll be an action/adventure drama, perhaps with a bit of comedy depending on my mood. I'm more of a 'sarcastic' type of funny rather than an 'original' funny. If you know what I'm talking about, then kudos to you (I don't even know wtf I'm talking about at this point...). I might just throw in Heechul for some laughs lol.

I'm not sure if anybody else in Super Junior will be in it though, only because I don't want their fans to leave me hateful comments saying something like, "Why the f*** is Ki Bum a bad guy?! He's totally not like that in person!!!!" or "Why would you let Hankyung get beat up? WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM?!!!!" or something along those lines. I was thinking of putting Tablo in there to be the teacher, just as a joke :P Actually, I was thinking of putting all of Epik High in there as teachers, except Mithra would be a janitor LMFAO...

But I seriously haven't thought that much about it, in terms of characters, plot, and such. And you never know... I might go in the complete opposite direction of what I just ~~poorly~~ explained above. It could become a fluff/comedy romance HAHAHAHA. Oh, that would kill...

Oh, and if you haven't watched the latest episode of Exploring the Human Body, it's up for download @ Clubbox :D I think the part when Leeteuk is running away from the dog is hilarious ^^ And I saw Kyuhyun in a S.W.A.T. uniform *dies* No one has made a S.W.A.T. uniform look better since Colin Farrell was in one (in the oh-so-not-obvious movie titled "S.W.A.T."). Yeah, Collin Farrell used to be good-looking. I can't stand him anymore now though... I think after I saw Alexander it just went downhill for me... and then after watching Miami Vice my likeness for him hit rock bottom -__-;; It was such a bad movie that I felt bad that someone who actually acted really great in it, Jamie Foxx, had to be in that movie. He was a really great actor in it, but the movie sucked ass.

No offense... well, not really.

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 17:58:46 GMT

Giants won! OMG. Those last 2 minutes were GOLD *__* I can't believe people thought they were the underdogs in the game. Actually, I'm glad that they won. I would much rather see another Manning win the Super Bowl than the Patriots. I really didn't realize my utter contempt for the Patriots until they came out on the field... actually, I think I noticed it when they were doing their little intros right before they came out onto the field -__-;;

But I'm glad they won. You could've pretty much missed the first half of the game and just tuned in for the last half... or last quarter, I should say. Man, I can't believe how many times Brady got sacked by the Giants' defense O__O

I was so nervous while watching the game, one of the reasons why I don't like watching FULL football games. I felt like my stomach was caught up in my throat when the score was 14-10, Patriots in the lead. LOL.

Anyway, that's all I have to say. I'm happy that the team that won had, in fact, won :) Feel free to hit me with your keyboard, Patriots fans.

The magnae is growing up :D

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 16:21:45 GMT

~ 2/3/1988 ~

Happy birthday to my favorite (or 2nd favorite) member in Super Junior, Kyuhyun <3 Obviously he's not going to read this, but I hope he has good luck this year and keeps blessing us fangirls with his amazing voice ;D I think he'd be 21 in Korea, right? But in the US he would be 20 since he's born the same year as me ^__^ ラッキー！！ I seriously hope the best for him this year though, what with the car accident and everything T_T Hwaiting!!! (that is like the first and LAST time I will ever say that lol). Seriously though... you're too hot and talented to be hospitalized, Kyu. You have to share your good looks and sexy voice with the world *nods*

I was cruising around LJ at like midnight and saw other people who had the same idea as me (making a little graphic to celebrate Kyu's birthday) hahaha. Yes, we are fangirls.

To tell you the truth, even though I knew about Super Junior a little bit before their debut, I didn't really start to listen and like them until Kyuhyun joined the group, mostly for the reason that Kyuhyun was the same age as me ^^;; Ahh... the truth is revealed! Yes, I admit that is true. But I've grown to like all the members in SuJu now, even the ones who I didn't really like before (Donghae *avoids a flying kick to the face*, Kangin *dodges a knife being thrown at her*, and Sungmin *tries to avoid a gunshot but gets hit in the leg instead*)

Actually, I am in LOVE with Donghae right now. He's way to cute on EHB (Exploring the Human Body), especially when they were testing their strength and he had to sniff the ammonia xDDDDD omgz.

And guess what today is? It's SuperBowl Sunday!!! (I'm not sure what number we're up to... what was it... XLII? Is that 42? Hahaha *fails at roman numerals*) So, it's New England Patriots against the New York Giants. I was really hoping the Packers would win T__T just so they could kick the Patriots ass (plus I like that team 2nd best apart from the Chargers), but now that they're out of the game I kind of don't want to see the outcome anymore *attempts to dodge a rock being thrown at her face but the gunshot from earlier slows her down* I don't know who I want to win... but I'll watch the game anyway ^^ I'm supposed to head over to uncle and auntie's today... sounds like I'm going to be driving really far but it's actually just down the street. And by "down the street" I mean like I could walk there in 5 minutes (and I walk really slow).

New month!

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 21:45:05 GMT

HAPPY FEBRUARY!

Hello, sorry for spamming all of my buddies' f-lists w/ stupid entries about meaningless things that they wouldn't care about, but...

I'm 50% done with the site now! Yay!!! But for some reason my CSS styling for bold, italic, and strong text doesn't show up in entries =__=" Why is that? *curses*

Other than that little snag, I still have yet to convert the comments page, content pages, and whatever other pages there are to WP... like single.php, archive.php, etc etc.

I'm happy that I made it through the overall general styling of the layout though ^__^ I'm not one for XHTML coding since I've spent most of the years working with basic HTML, so switching over to XHTML is kind of different (not drastic though, thank god). I'm using all divs and only 1 table (only because sliced images in a div is much more work than it's worth). But I checked if the coding up to now validated and it does so I'm happy.

Hahaha. I'm so weird, getting happy over the littlest things ^^;; I feel like such a geek right now.

LOL and I added new icons to my userpics (a couple Super Junior xDDD). I think I need to stop obsessing over them, especially Eunhyuk... but it's really difficult ;P

IT WORKSSSS!!! bwahahaha!!!

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 21:58:12 GMT

Internet connection works on my laptop now. Ah... I can't believe how easy it was to fix. We just had to connect to the internet setup and the network was right f-ing there =____=;; if I had known that my mom didn't know how to get to the setup I could have told her since I had to go to the same place to set up uTorrent so I could download from it xD ~~leech~~.

I fail.

And correction from last entry: I am only 20% done with the site since now I have to fix some coding I realized that I messed up. Well, I didn't mess up per se, more like I went around with coding the "easy way" only to find out that the "more difficult way" is the easier way >__>;;

-- Edit @ 7:17pm --

Yeah, that's pretty much how the new blog layout is going to look. Why do all the layouts I make for websites look really dark? Hahaha. Oh well, it's not my fault, it's SM Entertainment's fault for taking those dark pictures (yes, that is Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk from Super Junior on the layout *hands you a cookie*). I think I went through 4 different layout types, using different color schemes, before deciding on that one. Now I am in the process of figuring out how to code the lists LOL.

Those boys make your noses bleed, right? Yeah... me, too.

By the way, I blurred out the part of the image that had my ~~blog~~ or should I say new domain's title. I don't want you going there and looking at the ugliness while I am still in the middle of coding it so I'm keeping it a secret for now :D plus, I'm talking shit about all the people on my f-list on that blog, I don't think I should let you read it.

Hahaha. I'm joking of course *looks to her left*

20% or, dare I say, '45%' finished with coding the new site ;D

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 18:33:07 GMT

So, as the title suggests, I am about 45% done with coding my new blog. The following has been done:

header design
general layout design
CSS (for navigation, entries, general content ONLY)

What still needs to be done:

CSS for comments, forms, + sidebar
content for the "visitor" + "links" sections
installing + configuring WP plug-ins (if any)
CONVERTING THE SITE TO WP (oh, how I loathe the day...)

I just realized all the crap I still have to do while I was typing that out hahaha. Anyway, this is the first time I'm actually using all divs in my layout (I usually use tables or 'positioned' tables depending on the layout). But yes, I am growing somewhat up and leaving the Transitional HTML behind and moving onto greener pastures a.k.a. XHTML.

I coded the layout on my laptop though, which, unfortunately, cannot be hooked up to the internet due to the lameness of the security of our internet. WTF... Why do we have a network key anyway? And I can't seem to find the network key anywhere atm. So, the site may or may not be coded correctly on my laptop since I have yet to do the validation check at w3.org (which is super handy sometimes btw). I might give you a preview a little later of the layout. I took a screenshot of it yesterday out of pure boredom since I couldn't connect to the net on EITHER computer (my mom forgot to pay the cable bill haha). I laugh now, but being without the internet for just 2 days nearly drove me out the window.

Anyway, that's all. I'm dead tired right now. I woke up to an alarm going off because my mom opened the basement door without turning off our house alarm >__>;; she always does that.

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will jump off of the nearest, highest building
How many tries will it take?	55
When will you commit suicide?	December 27, 2049
What will your suicide note say?	Unrequited love can kill